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Alone, Or Strategically Placed?


by Zen Gardner

I continue to hear from so many people who feel isolated and alone during this awakening and massive paradigm shift taking place around the globe. Spouses can’t wake up partners to the truth; family members and close friends think you’ve gone wonky, while the mainstream matrix mouthpieces keep up their barrage of derision against anyone who dares to look past the range of their narrow, confining blinders.

It does suck. We all experience this phenomenon and the isolation that seems to accompany the wake up.

Here’s a hugely happy thought. If we’re an organic, cosmically influenced body of crystaline receivers and broadcasters in an alive and amazing all-knowing Universe, perhaps we’re exactly where we’re each supposed to be.

In fact, we’re probably carefully distributed to create a world-wide grid of truth!

Cool? In other words, once again there’s no mistake with synchronicity!

Oh, Look At All the Lonely People..Connected!

Are we all truly strategically positioned for the best possible effect on the cosmos and the awakening?

Resonates with me, as trippy as it may seem. Why not?

We’re each generators, nodes, transmitters, relays, conduits and vessels of light, truth and love. The ultimate power of positive transformation. And we may be just where we’re supposed to be, lonely or not. So take heart!

So the loneliness is from what? Perhaps devised separateness, a systematically broken down and compartmentalized imposed society of induced helpless creatures supposedly awaiting the touch of a distant god or some romantic “other” to free them? All based on conceptual lies of separateness.

They do try, don’t they?

Yes we need emotional bonding, but within a constructive framework. The purpose of the imposed matrix is to break us down to negative, destructively entropic self-degrading emotions and responses, fight or flight left brain reactions, and self-flagellating flailing about in the mystic. And then bonding to their “idols” of confusion and materialistic insanity for so-called security.

Wrong. Clearly wrong. Don’t let anybody fall for it.

Be!…and Broadcast Where You Are!

This is perhaps a revolutionary idea, but nothing that’s not already in place. I contend that to not realize this concept is to decrease the intensity and effectiveness of our power grid. Immensely.

Realizing who, what and all we are is tantamount to spiritual strength. And effect.

Those of you who’ve awakened to this realization of the importance of “now consciousness” know what I’m talking about. That humanity has been distracted from this knowledge and understanding through false teaching, amusements and entertainment is one of history’s greatest lies and tragedies for humankind.

We can’t all be physically together, except in a very large concept. And the truth warriors with whom we each communicate are often in far flung locations and operate in their own personal nexus.

But in the grid? We are already one.

Turn it up and Shine! We are One and Now!

Who Knows?

Hardly any of us are completely mobile and ready to join up and live with other Truth advocates. Some are doing it and if that’s what we’re supposed to do we’ll do it.

We’ll each keep evolving according to conscious unraveling. It’s a little freaky to try to conceptualize but I at least just wanted to relieve some angst for those worrying about this feeling.

We are where we’re supposed to be….at any time, in any place.

Fear not. Hope you enjoyed the ride through potential realization.

Spread the Truth. We each make a HUGE difference in more ways than we know!

So keep on!!

Love, Zen



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  1. When I feel alone, I think of Bradley Manning, who is I think America’s Mandela, except they don’t know it. When I feel alone…

    Thanks Zen!

  2. And thanks to a site like yours, we can at least be connected to like minded people through you and get a little less lonely in knowing that a lot of you are out there reaching out to us! A little garden to rest, exchange, cry, laugh and dwell for a moment every day. Thank you.

    • Oh OOoO I smell a Rhyme time brewing ! Martine I know what you mean its a wide screen of a like mined routine forming all of all of our thought like gelatine.
      I know my rhymes suck ..but your name is awesome.. I love trying to rhyme it .. if I am starting to be a ass wart .. tell me I will knock it off.

      • Oh dear Peek,
        Please don’t stop…I relish in all your hop! Keep the rhymes comming and the dance going…

        You might also want to look at previous comments to me…so you can be in the BE! :)

        • Love the do dooo dooo song was not long and I dint get wrong cause It read so strong I hope it put wiggle in your thong , see no need to hit the bong like cheech and chong I hope my comment are the ping to your pong

  3. The Internet is the Grid. Everytime we connect via the Net, we open grid lines around this planet that vibe in tune with celestial gridlines and everyone everywhere goes “Yes!”. As above, so below. Your question: “Are we all truly strategically positioned for the best possible effect on the cosmos and the awakening?” And again the answer is a resounding “Yes!” And ain’t it grand? Loneliness and separation? Not on my watch, not while I got the Grid/Net! Love, A.

    • Altea, I feel the same way.

      As much as I crave people contact, I do prefer me myself and I for company. The past decade I’ve felt a closer bond to my ifriends. Your spirits fill my home all day.

  4. Great post, Zen. As one who has briefly visited “the other side” back in 1978 when I drowned, I can tell you we are all connected like you wouldn’t believe. Over there we’re a whole lot closer/more intimate with the awareness of our oneness paramount. The sense of “belonging and non-judgmental love is overwhelming.
    Always remember the universe is unfolding exactly as it should.

  5. Synchronicity is a perfect reminder that everything is as it should be. Thanks Z for reminding our consciousness that we are indeed on the right track! We all have front row seats!

  6. be careful of these incantations. ‘BEing’ ‘DOing’ ‘One’
    We are each, a unique living individual, and Not part of a cyborg collective….though That is exactly what they are trying to ‘push’ on us and Many different guises.
    Need a place to collect your thoughts?….here is an idea.
    Everyones’ home/abode should have at least One room that is completely isolated from all EMF radiation where one can spend many hours, healing from all the EMF poisoning.
    Tinfoil, applied to a room under complete renovation could provide the necessary shielding.
    Applied to the backing of drywall, with an overlapping flap, underneath the flooring as well as behind the ceiling.
    A room already built, could have it applied like wallpaper (carefully and flat) over existing walls, ceiling, base flooring….and then covered over with thick paint, under padding/carpeting, ect.
    The door would have to also be shielded so that the end product is esthetically pleasing.
    Windows? retrofit with silver/metallic reflective glass….or, just cover with foil.
    Lead based paint was a good idea…as it blocked EMF radiation, and thus, had to go.
    (Insert fabricated reasons why it was taken off the market)
    The whole idea is to create a Faraday Cage, where no EMF can enter.
    Tinfoil, has been made fun of for Many years…ever wonder why?
    The 180 Deg rule should be your standard in Anything the ‘system’ tells you to believe in or disregard.

    • Foil must be at leat 5 ML thick.

      And sealed tight. Even 1 pinhole leak into a faraday turns it into a frequency amplifier !

      Right on –180 from media, or disregard !

  7. Speaking of synchronicity. I’ve always said living in truth-land can be a lonely place and there are times when I just don’t want to do it anymore. Lately, I’ve been down – lonely and uncertain. So, the wonderful love of my life told me this evening that I am right where I should be. He had a business dinner with some clients this evening and the conversation was – fluoride, GMO’s, vaccines, sick care, and chemtrails. He simply mentioned them and the others wanted to know more. He said it was because of me that he was able to share with others. AND then I read this article. Holy schmoley and coolness all around.

    Ah, look at all the lonely people
    Where do they all belong?

    Thanks Zen. You little cutie.

    • Sand .. what ” eff ” Lonely ,,what the fuck em I a leaper ?
      what happen to all our magic moments .. ( soft music starts to play in the back ground ) shessh the endless days of understanding the concept of “eff” and all the drop of endless white screen we filled together with black type,,Heart wrenching to know that those earth shattering moments for me we nothing to you . I feel so Used ..like a plastic bag stuck on old wooden broken fence just waiting to picked a gain and filled with emotions joy ! only to be striped away and thrown back into the wind,.SHhHHhHhhBLowW SHhSSSSs <— wind sound ..

        • Ahhhhhh! Peeks! Nope! Never lonely here. This is the place that I FEEL the love. And I mean really FEEL IT. You, Zen, Soren, Chautauqua, Elva, Picses, Alex, etc may make me cry, but it’s always happy tears. Very unlike what I experience with so-called friends and family in my “real” life. When you all say “love” – I feel it and I thank you so much for sending out those wonderful, heartwarming vibes. And that tango video – LOVE. Let’s tango, baby! Love you.

          • Love you Sand…always an upper! Ahhhh, the “real life”…isn’t it amazing we’re made to feel the oddballs when they’re the poor cripples? Majority rule? Ha. That’s why democracy is such a diversion and ploy of the PTBs…the majority in this world are always wrong..that’s how they’re programmed. Anyway, all the best Sand. Let your light shine!

  8. Agreed Zen thanks,
    and from own experience, if I get rumblings that I’m meant to be doing something somewhere someplace, then not only strategically placed but strategically paced!
    Had a hint of this from a dream recently when I was questioning direction and got caught up at a stop sign for roadworks, road ahead being resurfaced!

    • Yes! Uni has a way of slowing us down to the maximum effect of where we are and where we’re going, so true. Been watching it the past year in my life, learning curve when you have something in mind you THINK is the right thing and Uni holds you up. “Don’t be attached to the outcome” a fantastic motto to remember. It’s a touch one in a goal oriented world and society.

      • good reminder that motto, managed to catch up with that video you put up the other day, when your site was blocked, ‘Crossroads, labour pains of a new worldview.’

  9. I lived in Atlanta for a long time – well moved In and OUT and always got dragged back! A friend and I talked about it and she had the same problem. We decided we were PLACE HOLDERS and Atlanta was not going to let go – until…Well you get the drift. THANK YOU, Zen, for putting it so simply and beutifully! NOW I can move from where I am now KNOWING that I’ll be in the Right Place at JUST the right time…..(Just wish the Universe would tell me where that is going to be..) (*,*)

  10. Like attracts like spiritually, or as observed things that resonate together
    And are consciously willed at a deep level have a wave power that enables the
    Whole to resonate to that tone. What tone, this is what is waiting perhaps,
    Maybe the significant other is akin to the conductor in an orchestra, he decides the
    Key and the tempo according to the effect desired. We are the orchestra with our
    Parts to play. When the conductor arrives we will know, then the auditorium will
    Fall silent and the performance may begin. Those alert members of the orchestra
    May well be able to see the conductor waiting in the wings and will now be gathering there focus.
    Focus on a peaceful resolution of the key and tempo and resolving around a common major key
    Would be the most positive result all round.
    There you go zen a simile without a word of religion or politics.

  11. Some of the strategically placed are hidden in plain sight – in places the matricks cannot compute because, according to its guidelines, those places are not logical, would not have any appreciable effect on the fields the matricks recognizes and do not correspond to its view of what has high priority.

    The game-changers wait for the ‘others’ to run out of energy and degenerate, then it only takes a slight nudge to make the house of cards come tumbling down.

    You might find this text interesting. You can find it on the Internet.

    Sun Tzu’s Art of War

    Here are some quotes to rouse your curiosity.

    “Thus those skilled in war subdue the enemy’s army without battle … . They conquer by strategy.”

    “In war, numbers alone confer no advantage.”

  12. Your words are always comforting. I struggle to have patience with those in my life who are choosing to bury their heads, and close their eyes. Through the years I have learned to change my tactic of educating according to each person, and wait for the proper time to give food for thought. Thanks for providing such good thought provoking articles and guidance.

    • Great advice, Leta. Thanks – I needed that.

      Somedays, my greatest accomplishment is just keeping my mouth shut!

  13. I used to be into all this type of thought, now I realize that the new age doctrine is what is actually preparing people for the coming new age: the new world order (antichrist kingdom). Still into truth though. I just got done mocking and scoffing as I was leaving the house going one way and my wife was taking the kids to church the other in her car. Then all of the sudden it was as if Jesus had sat in the passenger seat of my Jeep, instantly I understood that I was wrong and needed to be on his side, don’t ask me how it just came to me so strong as if I was looking at him. At a back road at a river I got out of my jeep got down on my knees and cried out to Jesus that I was lost asked him to forgive me and make me new and with that last word I felt something hit me that knocked the breath out of me and broke down worse than I ever cried I felt so guilty that the I wouldn’t even ackknowledge the one who created me, gave me everything and saved my life from all my stupid wild days. The most beautiful feeling engulfed me. Never heard anything about how you can actually physically feel the energy restore your withered soul to where my soul no longer could just love my family and friends but to truly? have a concern for anyone, no longer capable of hatred. I had prayed a month earlier just to make my wife happy that ok Jesus if you are real then of course I would follow you, show me something, not expecting anything. See. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbEgvx1qelw and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hgX6w4U-2o

  14. And the “One Peoples Public Trust” has given us all the tools to start taking back our planet. Choose to OPPT-IN!

    • I advise caution in regard to the OPPT, at least until its integrity and legitimacy is fully established and proven.

      Always remember the NWO is designed to be the solution to today’s manufactured chaos. It will seem like the answer to your prayers and you’ll sign yourself over to it thinking it means freedom when it will mean exactly the opposite.

      I’m not sure about OPPT yet. I have some reservations and some suspcions. Let us trust nothing until we can be certain of who is behind it and what it entails and means. The UCC filing is a lot of legal jargon that is only truly comprehended by those on the inside. That in itself ought to make us wary.

      Also, anything with “The People” in the title should likewise make us wary.

      • Hey byron, I can under stand your caution but have you really investigated oppt? or is it just your fear that you are responding to? Also are we not the people? if not what are we then dude?

    • I have spent many hours over the last couple of weeks looking at the OPPT-in and can find no holes in it yet…except people overcoming their fear to act and step into their true spiritual power. Even if the OPPT is not as it seems (it resonates at 540 on the Map of Consciousness which is love and extremely powerful) it’s message in essence is exactly what we could be i nspired by at this time. As a spiritual being I believe this feels it has substance. I am keeping a close eye on the amazing developments happening in the world right now.

  15. I think you’re right when you say that we are where we need to be. When I was younger, before I started actively learning about what you, Zen write about, I like to think that I opened the eyes of many of my friends. I live in a smaller town an hung out with everyone. We would go out on our little psychonautic adventures and I would just tell them what I thought. To whoever would listen. It was never anything that I learned but what I new to be true. Now I know it’s true because of people like you who reach out to us. Thanks.

  16. The hundredth monkey awakening will come to critical mass through silent means, as well. Even though we are not together, our mindset has all but merged. I began my awakening in 1993, and it escalated up until now, and now it’s astonishing the synchronicity. I hear people’s thoughts before they say them, before they call me, and before I talk to them again. It’s like some sort of invisible connection I have with all those around me. The accuracy is uncanny. I have noticed this ‘telepathy’ getting stronger by the day. I don’t know if it is just me, and my sensitivity to others has just exploded, or if others around the world have noticed the same thing? Also, I have noticed a recent ‘kick’ to these experiences, and it WAS the date of December 21st, 2013. Things have gained such momentum and heightened to a grand intensity since then, for me anyway. Glad the awakening is not far away; some of us have been awake and waiting in our lonely quarters, for quite a long time now. It will happen, and it is not far off! Chin up truth warriors, our wait is almost over!

    • No, it’s not just you Hannah. Go back thru the site for my posts on it, you’ll find the same descriptions as well as from the coments. Keep on! Love, Zen

      • March 28, 2013 is supposed to be the date when it will start to be apparent what direction things are going to take due to the shift that occurred on December 21, 2012.

  17. A ‘philosopher’ who claims to know the truth but uses an alias on the Internet. Zen Gardner, you are just another false prophet with delusional Jamestown-like followers.

    • Um “fred” please take your bad vibes elsewhere…or on second thought, maybe, just maybe, you are where you are supposed to be…? Think about it.

  18. dear zen this site is being flaged as a potential dangerous site by the default firefox safety filter, ive been ignoring the filter , cant resist not visiting eery day.

    peace – salam
    student of sufi islam

  19. What a cool idea Zen!! I love it. Where you, just out of interest?? It makes absolute sense – dare we believe the order is THIS ordered? By why not. We live in hope – the 100th monkey and all that…. Keep up the good work, I love your musings…

  20. Apt article featuring ideas which I have intuitively already come to accept. People coming to the same conclusions independently only indicates that the opposing grid may indeed exist. I remembered that I made a similar entry in my logbook once. I re-post it here:

    “In a very strict sense, the Empire never ended. The wisdom of old is still locked away, the keepers of the light are still working incognito, in subtle secrecy in preparation of the coming transition. Our work is constantly hampered by tortures unconsciously inflicted upon us, diseases brought upon us, condemnation and ridicule thrust onto us. Our minds are not in “synch” with the vibration of this world, this affects memory and concentration. In fact, because we are children of the Living Father, whom the monster has no true knowledge of, we are foreign bodies to him, like tiny splinters lodged in the side of the monster, spreading an infection unbeknownst to him. His immune system is built to wipe us out and his agents are constantly watching us. But because we are the children of the Living Father, they can only hurt us, but they can never destroy us the way they are able to destroy their peers. If the insurrection finally obtains sufficient power, its members shall rise up and become invisible to the rulers.

    Considering the importance of the work and the danger it poses to the Prison, it is of no surprise that we rarely meet each other or our helpers. The attention that such a meeting would garner could place the mission of all the participants in danger, the combined light would act as an attractor of negative influence. In that sense, my “loneliness”, which is really nothing more than an illusion of separation, becomes understandable and necessary.”

  21. Yep. Left ne texas 4 times since 2009. Always brought back to stay with an ex. I don’t want to be here, but I seem to be positioned here. It is not easy. Everything I try to do, unknown to anyone, he always manages to screw it up for me. Nope, not easy. And, he said he has chosen low vibe, he hates high vibe. wow.

  22. This article certainly resonates with me and many of my friends worldwide. I have felt like I am stationed where I am…awaiting my orders or whatever is to come. I have a new grid of fellow Aya friends spread over the world and although we rarely meet or speak we are all feeling a deep soul based connection. I like this to being in the French resistance during the 2nd World War silently sabotaging the dark’s deeds and plans just by being where we are and vibrating at the levels we do.
    Loneliness is a small price to pay and, in a way, an illusion. I’m ready – Lock n’ light!

  23. Dear Hearts: Zen, I read your postings frequently and I have a friend who copies to another forum. Thank you for your honesty, your truth and your courage to speak/write it. I am an energy healer and I feel I have been REALLY bombarded with so much mainstream STUFF that has kept me fear-bound or physically unable to do or to be who and what I truly am. I find I need a balance between being in community and being in solitude – and that that balance can be achieved. Being around like-minded souls is essential to me but for now, I am holding space here (for the time being).

    This particular post give so much hope, answers so many questions and gives me strength to continue to do what I am here to do….thank you, dear heart. Thank you.

    All Love,
    Padme A’Tea

    • Wow Pads, so glad! Hey, stop letting yourself get bombarded by the BS—turn it of, walk away from the nonsense. They make it hard, TV everywhere–restaurants, lobbies, airports, and propaganda pumping stations. Get away as much as you can. So glad you’re getting some refreshment! We all need it. Stick around and take some deep breaths of honesty and good folks. Much love, Zen

  24. I definitely feel like an outsider in this soul-less wasteland (Brisbane, Australia) Haven’t met anyone that seems the slight bit “awake.” All beer and footy here. I’ve also never seen some many people hooked on Coke-a-Cola (regular, diet, and zero). To the point where their health is deteriorating and they have to race off to the doctor for medicine to treat their thyroid problems.

  25. i live in the north west of england…and since my son disclosed sexual abuse 2 years ago, it made me wake up from my past which i had blocked….well with the help and control of my family….im 38 this year…ive got my son and daughter who also is having counsiling for rape..due to family member…..I had a break down when it happend ..it was like someone had smacked me in the face..i cud see everyone for what they were with my life growing up…i walked away..and i lost my family who i thought were, and a lot of my friends…they thought i was going mad…I was the local nutter acording to gossips…and my mum called the police to say i was mental ha……the thing is half my family are ex cops……so it says it all…….and now ive stood up to them…not being able to take it to court..due to evidence..up to now anyway..but the truth is smacking them in the face……….and this year has been the best year ever for me..even tho im alone and prob 2 friends who have supported with me,, i dont feel alone anymore…..The energy inside me…is unexplanable…and i believe ive found my path i sud be on now ……..but i wont keep quiet like others would like me too…..they call my son an attention seeker….yet hes dealing with such bad trama………but least i no i stood up for my family and did what any mother should do…tht is unconditional…….

    • Way to go Joy..facing the awful truth and doing something about it! David Icke has always campaigned on this subject, his site might fuel you even more when you see the extent of this horrific “institution” within our society.

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