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Soul Searching at the End of Time

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by Chautauqua

Tick, toc … tick, toc …The moments until the ‘Mayan Millennium’ speed by, seemingly faster with each passing day.  Somehow I managed to loose track of about five hours myself today, without even leaving the house.  My day began with a Pineal gland meditation lasting forty five minutes or so after which I had my normal breakfast and  coffee, yet my breakfasts aren’t normal lately, the food doesn’t taste the same, and dammit neither does my coffee. They don’t taste bad…just…different!  Then there’s my appetite to consider, or I should say the lack of it because that too has changed just in the last three months, resulting in the loss of about fifteen pounds.  I see these changes happen with no conscious intent on my part and it makes me grin just a little, just one more indicator that my body is responding to the shift energies in a positive way.  This is good because this time I’m taking it with me when I go.

There is a growing list of familiar and favorite things which have recently just fallen by the wayside, again, without conscious intent.  Ballast & dead weight is being exchanged for lightness and the ability to go faster & higher.  More grins.  Metaphysical information I learned years ago, (and in some cases forgot) has been surfacing on its own accord recently, as if to say, “Hey, you’re gonna need me soon so stay in touch.”
 Then there are the increasing instances of seeing 11:11 (and derivatives) in my environment. (a)  Like everyone else I’ve been noticing the 11:11 phenomenon for a couple years now and although I’ve acknowledged its significance in the face of increasing frequency of occurrences; it wasn’t until recently that I came to understand it, I think.   As so many now understand, 11:11 is clearly a coded message to humanity.  There are scores of various opinions & theories as to what the message is saying of course.  The one that resonates the strongest with me is that 11:11 is our return code for going home.  You see this beautiful Earth is not our home, it never was, we’re here on a kind of field trip, an experiment to see if we could be cut off from our source, placed on a 3rd dimension planet with a low, dense vibration…and still find our way back to source.   When sufficient numbers of us did just that, the experiment was deemed a success; and just like the school bell that signals the end of recess, we have been called home and 11:11 is the activation code for this migration of souls.  Our original home is the Eleventh dimension; it’s where we came from and where we are returning to; hence 11:11.  Furthermore, 11:11 A.M. (UT) on December 21st marks the end of the Kali Yuga, the end of the age of Pisces, and the first day of the Age of Aquarius.
Not unlike a deep sea diver who must return slowly to the surface to avoid getting “the Bends,” we cannot simply leave here and go straight home to the 11th dimension…it just doesn’t work that way.  This is why we are currently ramping up to go to the fifth dimension.  As I’ve mentioned before, it may be helpful for some to think frequency and vibration when they see the word dimension used in this context…its more of a resonance than a place. We will transit through the fourth dimension briefly, perhaps only a few years, to help prepare us for living in the fifth dimension where we will be for a good long while.  The reason for such a long stay in 5D is because this is a group soul migration, and we don’t leave anyone behind.  Those who ascend to 5D must wait there until the entire group ascends out of third dimensional vibration; then, when everyone is finished with 5D; we’ll all head off together for the eighth dimensional resonance.  This is why it’s so important for each of us to be an agent of awakening…it’s a numbers game.
 There is so very much information available on these subjects nowadays that it can be overwhelming to someone new to it.  Not only is there so much of it “out there”- but then one must wade thru it and try to ascertain whether or not the information is accurate & honest.  Anymore when I’m surfing the internet its not uncommon for me to get that old familiar feeling we call Deja Poo….I’ve heard that crap before.  Fortunately every one of us is born with the perfect poo detector, the heart.  When trying to ascertain the potential value of information, ask your heart how it feels about it; the vibration that echoes back to you will be unmistakable either way.  In fact your heart is capable of so very much more than pumping blood and detecting poo, it will amaze you.  Years ago I had a little biofeedback program on my computer that would measure and display all the information from your heart. This program was designed to develop entrainment & coherence in the heart, and was developed by the Heart Math institute (b) which is today on the very cutting edge of heart research, and they have uncovered information about the heart that is simply astounding!  The reason I mention this is because one of the best things one can do to be ready for what is coming is to become a heart-centered person.
 Heart-centered people embrace the resonance of unconditional love, then they nurture that flame in their heart, they explore the heart’s vast potential laying dormant in so many of us.  When the heart and in turn the heart chakra are healthy and balanced, they export that balance and tranquility to the brain, and the chakras just above and below the heart chakra…which in turn helps to stabilize the energy system.  Not only does the heart form and begin beating before the brain is formed in fetal development, it also emits a powerful electromagnetic torus field extending many feet in all directions.  This torus field is separate and different from the aura, but like the aura it is an information field as well, and often projects whatever emotion one is feeling, just exactly like the auric field does.  When one is centered in their heart they know there is but a single energy running through all that is…and that energy is unconditional love.  When the heart is permitted to exist in its natural state without hate or fear the torroidal field around it becomes infused with the vibration of love, after which some pretty interesting things begin to happen.  Much more detailed and specific information is available in the book, Living in the Heart by Drunvalo Melchizedek for those wishing more depth into the subject.
Now back to the Mayan Millennium.  For those who may have missed some of my earlier posts on the topic; the Mayan calendar does not predict the end of the world, so there is time for one to get both their life and heart in order. (c-e) However, it does predict the ending of multiple cycles, and windows of time, all occurring on the date we have come to know so well…and that’s gonna cause some problems, so we are by no means home free.  Whatever may be coming in the future if we hold love in our hearts, without fear, hatred, or thoughts of vengeance, we will be just fine.  Each of us will know just what to do, as well as when and how to do it.  All that information and so much more is carried within the akashic records, which by the way is located in our hearts.  It reminds me of an old parable I once heard; something about hiding the key to the universe until mankind was ready for that kind of power.  The God force hid it within the human heart, knowing that was the last place man would think to look for it.
 Our journey to fifth dimensional resonance doesn’t have to be difficult unless we have difficulty releasing our mind and energy from 3D.  As I have mentioned before, the steps to getting there are the qualities of being there.  If you were moving to a foreign country you might well prepare by learning the language and customs of the place and moving into 5D is no different.  We really need to begin thinking and acting as if we were already in 5D.  A huge step in that direction is of course raising your vibration, but that will prove difficult for those who cannot or will not embrace the liberating power of forgiveness.  We have all been mucking our way through this muddy, negative 3D vibration for a good long while now…we have a lot to shrug off if we want to hit that resonance of 5D.  Forgiveness is the great liberator of the soul; with it we can all soar to unimaginable new heights of awareness – and love.  Without it, we may well be forever shackled to this dystopian 3D nightmare of perpetual war and death.  Not only must we raise our vibration and embrace forgiveness, we should also begin visualizing ourselves in 5D, and begin using the tools and methodology of that vibration.  Always remember that energy follows thought; so keep your thoughts anchored in the place you wish to be, not the place you seek to ascend from.
 Not long ago I had an opportunity to practice what I preach when out of nowhere one day my lower back began to hurt in a new place, and it was painful.  Of course my first reaction was to reach for my pain meds, which had little effect.  I tried the old heating pad trick, again, no joy.  It wasn’t until I applied some good old 5D energy that I got some relief.  A friend wrote suggesting I try using Stuart Wilde’s warriors-prayer-card to relieve my pain.  Stuart Wilde was one of the first authors whose work I really resonated with years ago, so I was familiar with his shamanic energy and philosophy.  Knowing good advice when I see it, I sent off for a set of these warrior prayer cards straight away.  When they arrived I wasted no time in putting one to use.  I read the ‘warrior’s prayer’ on the back of the card, then placed it over the affected area.   This simple card infused with purple healing energy removed or dissolved the majority of my pain in just a few minutes.  The following day I repeated the procedure, and the remaining pain just vanished within minutes, and has not returned since.  An excellent example of using higher vibratory methods and techniques.
So, what will the fifth dimension look and feel like when we get there?  Take a look at this clip from the Robin Williams movie “What dreams may come” to answer part of that question.  It is a realm, a resonance in which we will manifest things simply by thinking of them, and that is one important reason why 3D people cannot go there, because they would start manifesting all their worst fears and ruin the place for everyone else.
 So, we all have some homework to do, which is simply the stuff we must do to go home.  We must search our souls and do away with things, memories or attachments that would hold us back due to their low, negative energy.  We have to ‘lighten up’ every part of us and get ourselves to a higher more refined vibration.  Like an overloaded airplane trying to take off before time runs out, we must jettison all the dead weight, negative programming and useless baggage that prevents us from ascending.  There is another parable about a man fallen into a river.  He holds onto the shore, trying to get back where he was, but the current is too strong and as he clings for life, he gets battered against the rocks.  He doesn’t understand that if he just surrenders to the flow, it will deliver him to a calmer safer place.  That’s what we all must do, let go of those things and beliefs which hold us here and no longer serve us.  It’s a choice, and as Yoda said, “Do, or do not, there is no try.”  The reason this choice is so crucial is because instead of dying and reincarnating back into 3D, we now have the opportunity to take our bodies with us into the 4th dimension for purification and transition, and then on to the fifth dimension.  This has never happened on Earth before, not on this scale anyway.  We will be the first to do it as a group soul migration, and in the process we will light the way for everyone else to follow us, when they are ready.
   Something wonderful is about to happen.



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  1. Fantastic article and video’s – Chautauqua. I have the same feelings you are having along with a peaceful calmness that overtakes and surrounds me as we approach and live in these changes that are happening.

    It is sad I can not impose these feelings on those the I know and meet. I tell others to relax and let their bound up energies go, but they can’t figure it out. I told a friend today that I do not care if I lose my house and possessions – I will go on without them and have a beautiful life. I have been telling him this for several years and he finally said to me this afternoon – “I am envious that you can be so calm about what is going on around us and I feel you really believe this”.

    There will be many that are going to go down with their ships or as you put it- they won’t let go of the shore and will be battered by the rocks.

    It has been a beautiful ride – Lets Blaze a Bright Path for others to follow. You are doing your part with some Great Articles.

    • JB,
      If I can impose those feelings on others than you sure as hell can. You have been playing with your inner “feelings” longer than I have.
      The video regarding our heart power + what you already have + belief = changing the world.

      • Twelve,

        I will never stop sending out my love and feelings to others and telling others what I believe. I was just venting my frustration that people do not want to change and they put up a block to anything that is different.
        Your correct, I have been working my inner feelings very hard few a few years now, but I have always been awake- the odd person out. Since I was in grade school until now I have questioned everything and told the teachers,family members,friends,people in line next to me at the store- what I think and feel- Knowing they do not agree with me. I always tell the Truth(I will hang my dirty laundry out at times) and have found that many people do not believe what I say because the truth is foreign to them.

        I have sent healing powers to my body and that of others as Chautauqua mentions in the post above.
        I don’t need a specific mantra or prayer- I learned this stuff from reading many books and other sources of info. I cook the same ay I do healing- I Wing It – A little of this and a little of that combined and then I empower it to be.

        So much for my Ranting

        We all have ebb and flow, I have been in an ebb since I got back from Florida on Monday. I am coming back into the flow today.

        When you come to know that we are ALL POWERFUL, There Is NOTHING WE Can Not CHANGE.

        Enjoy the next few weeks- I feel it is going to get bumpy, especially the non-awakened ones.

        • I hope I didnt offend you in any way.
          I feel for you having been awake so long, it must be exhausting but I also thank you because if it werent for the vibration holders, there would be nothing fo rthe newbies to grab hold of.

          This place is our refuge. We find others like us and grow from that. I have always liked reading your stuff especially cause you speak in a familliar language. it took me a bit to reach a place were I could grasp what some others meant. It all seemed like different stuff but really its the same stuff just different words.

          I am looking forward to the next few weeks.
          I guess I kinda sound like Ive snapped and I guess I kinda have snapped.

          • No Offense. I am just long winded and should have gotten a job in broadcasting, because I talk so much. I was a much better listener when I was younger.

    • Hi, JB~ Where is the Vulcan mind-meld now that Earth really needs it, that would be so simple a way to share knowledge, and I think we’ll get there eventually…but for the now we must find other ways to spread this understanding and I believe the best way is to simply live according to belief’s and perspective, and be a way shower. When others see the things these understandings & insights bring, such as a calm and peaceful heart, they naturally desire that for themselves, and usually start asking questions…then ya got ‘em!
      Another thing to remember in blazing a trail is frequency resonance. When you have two different frequencies, say in a pair of tuning forks, when you strike them both then give them some proximity the lower frequency will automatically entrain up, to match the higher frequency. It works pretty much the same with humans. If we can maintain our spiritual focus and keep our own frequencies high and express that with a loving heart then we will be as light houses in the darkness to those seeking the way through all this.
      Indeed many will not make it right away, but that is why 5D is such a cool vibe…cause we’re gonna be waiting there a long while for the stragglers to catch up…then they must also get their full dose of 5D, so yeah we’re gonna be there a while, but believe me, we won’t mind the wait at all.

      • I Hear you Chautauqua, Keeping our vibrations high helps to bring up the lower vibrating energies. We have probably incarnation many,many times to get where we are at and the rest of humanity will keep doing this until we all ascend back to our higher dimensions.

        Maybe I will try the Vulcan mind-meld and place my fingers around someones temple and face and see what happens. LOL.

        Thank you, Chautauqua.

  2. Hi,
    That sounds really nice. How do you know this is coming? I’m surrounded by 1.4 billion chinese, who haven’t the slightest desire for anything more than a new audi and i-phone. I was back in America 6 years ago for vacation, and was shocked by how materialistic, and ego-filled my countrymen had become since I left in the 90’s. I really wish you were right, as things are quickly bgecoming worse in the world, and I do my part, by meditating and being present at least 3 hrs. a day, but honestly, I can’t see what you are seeing. Can you tell me how I’m missing this?

    • Scott~ Two things, first it isn’t coming, its here now and unfolding as we continue waiting for something to happen; and I know about this because this body of knowledge has been calling me to it for a few decades now, I feel it in my heart and my soul knows the way home. Buddha taught that the goal is to be centered and peaceful amid the noise, negativity and confusion of 3D life…to be able to meditate within a tempest as it were.
      Indeed Scott, the western culture has been bought off with gadgets and slick hi-tech toys to keep us happily amused so we won’t care so much about poison in the food, poison in the sky and a pretty near complete police state on the ground. To go beyond this we must look with new eyes and love with an open, fierce heart…what Ram Dass calls Fierce Grace. How I wish I could just whip out Spock’s mind meld to help you see what I see, but that would violate the universal law of non-infringement even if I could manage the task. All I can suggest Scott, is to quit looking with your eyes, look with your heart brother, it will show you what you need to see my friend.

  3. Regarding the 11:11 phenomenon, I discovered what it meant (to me) as a pre-teen. I used to see it all the time, and became immensely frustrated / hopping mad that nobody else did, or thought it odd that I kept mentioning it. I decided to think critically about why it jumped out at me almost every day (sometimes more than once).

    It was around the time digital clocks became prevalent, so if I was watching TV for instance, my eyes would dart to the nearby video-recorder display clock randomly, and it would inevitably say 11:11 (and often 22:22, or 10:10).

    I deduced eventually that it was nothing more than ‘pattern’ that my peripheral vision was picking up on. If you gaze at the second block of text in this article, you will see where every 11:11 is straight away.

    Humans noticing pattern is possibly an old survival instinct, such as observing that buffalo always come down to the watering hole when the sun is so high in the sky, or that thunder often follows hail.

    Even though it’s not a glamourous deduction, my gut feeling still says it’s true.

    I am often fascinated by the ratio of DNA/’junk’ DNA, consciousness/subconscious and vision / peripheral vision, and wonder if there is a correlation. When I look at a picture, I tend to look in the background; when somebody is talking, I listen to what they are ‘really’ saying, etc. So it is my understanding that those who notice 11:11 frequently are those who are more wakeful, and who are maybe less hypnotised by what they are immediately looking at.

    But I don’t believe the numbers themselves are significant.

    • Numbers are always significant at some level, like vibrations, and can be used either way, control or empowering information. But we’re not bound by them at the conscious level.

  4. Chautauqua,
    I first read this when you put it up on your site. I have to tell you that it was a catalyst for me.
    all these things that have been swirling around in my head fell into place after learning about the power of the heart. I get what Greg is saying and I am putting it into action with outstanding success.
    I have never felt so alive in my life. I “get” things in a whole new way. I feel so close to everyone yet so in tune with myself as well. I have stepped out of duality to glimpse the “all”.
    We are on the edge of glory.

    • Hey Twelve! It sure sounds like you have a heart full of joy, and isn’t that an awesome feeling. There are times when it feels like my heart is about to sprout wings and fly right out of my chest. The swirls and flourishes of energy will continue and intensify, so stay with it, always try to match your energy with it. Just a wild shot here, Do you know about Krishna Das? Over the years I have found his devotional chanting to be an excellent way of keeping pace with the shifting energies, if ya don’t vibe to his stuff then find something that you do vibe to.
      Things are so dark nowadays I feel we collectively and individually must pull out all the stops, and exceed our personal comfort zones, it’s time to go all in! ~Love~

      • Thanks for the advice, ts hard to handle the intensity at times but Im pushing through and getting used to it.
        Thanks for the suggstion, I hadnt heard of him before but wow, his voice is something else. You really can feel him sing to your soul!

  5. End of Time? ABOUT TIME IT ENDED. But in one way or another, we all know that Time can’t end.

    It never began! I’m pretty confident Time is an invention and doesn’t exist. Never did.

    I liken it to a street bazaar you walk into. Everything’s there to be seen and experienced, but you can only see them ONE AT A TIME.

    All events exist simultaneously. Nothing else is really possible. But our mammalian brains can only experience events one at a time, and we add on the vanity of linearity. This came before that. This will be folled by that, whatever that may be.

    But it’s all self-delusion.

  6. Hi Z,
    That Video you included Spirit Science 21, WOW, HUGE difference in my life watching that today, as I’m into sacred geometry and art, and auras and life force and energy bodies, it put them all together….HUGE HUGS and THANKS….That should be taught in school at all levels…You Zen are the teacher….Forever thankful.!

    • LightedOrb,
      I can feel the excitement in your post.
      I am feeling the changes too and seeing the all. This ride just changed but it is so much more enjoyable now!

  7. frustration is when the brain and heart don’t match on actions and thoughts , you think but don’t feel vice versa .talk about snfu placed on you.The med industry loves this,
    Talking about the Heart , this is a great story , most baby boomer & Gen x , 20 something’s have it as poster or screen saver of safe pretend way of posing for rebellion,for sake of falsely having a sense of belonging to a common bond. Hey , whatever stick with your Nero’s cross if give’s you a state of contentment . Interesting read about the Monk on fire ( Thich Quang Duc ) Vietnamese Mahayana Buddhist monk who burned himself to death at a busy Saigon road intersection on 11 June 1963. Thích Qu?ng ??c was protesting about the persecution of Buddhists by South Vietnam’s Roman Catholic government led by Ngo Dinh Diem. After his death, The body was re-cremated during the funeral, but ??c’s heart remained intact and did not burn..This was interpreted as a symbol of compassion and led Buddhists to revere him as a bodhisattva, The secret police intended to confiscate ??c’s ashes, but two monks had escaped with the urn, jumping over the back fence and finding safety at the U.S. Operations Mission next door.Nhu’s men managed to confiscate ??c’s charred heart.The location chosen for the self-immolation, in front of the Cambodian embassy, raised questions as to whether it was coincidence or a symbolic choice.

    • You are correct – When a human raises their mind and body to a higher vibrational rate, nothing can harm them. There is a fine line between higher vibration in 3rd dimension and 4th dimension. Go too high and you take your body into the 4th dimension. Common Metaphysical Knowledge.
      At least the monks heart was at the higher level.

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